A Everyday Battle With Myself

wanting to win this battle

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dance for an hour then gym for another hour
calorie intake = 0 
I need to burn the 3000+ calories I binged on this weekend :/

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Thoughts inside my head when I'm eating:

Hunger:
Please eat something!
Eating disorder:
No. You're fat. You don't deserve food.
Hunger:
Just one bite.
Me:
I'll just have one bite. It will be fine.
*takes a bite*
Eating disorder:
Now you've done it. Look how weak you are. See how fat you are.
Hunger:
Eating disorder already hates you, but I'm still hungry, keep eating!
Me:
I guess I might as well...
*eats like a pig*
Hunger:
I'm stuffed. Hmm maybe I wasn't necessary after all.
Eating disorder:
You.Fucking.Whale. You better get rid of everything you've eaten. Don't forget to feel guilty and ashamed while you're at it.